成长和蜕变
我叫赵思贝，来自高三（6）班，刚步入中加校园时，我还觉得毕业遥遥无期。可不知不觉间，时间已从指尖溜走了大半，毕业的季节现在就在不远处向我招手。回想这将近两年半的时间里，我和同学们一起在艺术节上载歌载舞，策划过班级板报和跳蚤市场，在运动会时参加过自己最不擅长的跑步项目，成为了学校模联重要的一员……，校园生活的精彩程度让我出乎意料。很多认识但对我不太熟悉的老师同学，大概都以为我会是个十分自信大方的女生，其实不然，我最缺乏的就是自信心，只不过现在的情况比从前要好许多。
上高中以前，我特别玻璃心，会怀疑自己的能力，因为担心失败，怕别人嘲笑，所以我总是想尽一切方法躲避展示自己的活动。印象最深的一次，初中班主任老师让我代表班级去参加艺术节节目的海选，整整一个星期，每天五个小时我都泡在琴房里，即便已经练到了闭着眼也可以弹的很流畅的程度，在海选前一天，我还是怯场了。洗冷水澡，假装肚子疼……什么招数我都用了，但终究还是躲不过。海选当天，抱着谱子忐忑不安地登上台的我，心跳如擂鼓。弹琴的过程中，我的手抖的像筛子一样，曲子弹的断断续续，最后仓皇失措的逃离了现场，这大概会是我一辈子的黑历史。
老实说，直到现在，站在人群前的时候，偶尔我还是会有紧张到喘不过气的感觉，但相比从前，我已经从容了许多，没有选择逃避。对此，语文课的演讲环节还有外教课的小组作业展示，功不可没。因为这些活动，我经常不得不站在讲台上，在数十双眼睛的注视下，和同学们分享自己的想法和故事。一次又一次地练习，让我增强了表达能力，也一步步地建立起了自信心。
我也很感谢给予我信任及支持的老师和同学们，几乎每一次班级活动策划，他们都会给我参与的机会；即使是做的不好，也从来都没有说过半点不好的话。是他们给予了我去表现的勇气，让我觉得原来我并没有自己想象中那样差。还有外教老师们热情洋溢的上课方式，舍友们的自信乐观，所有身边人积极的一面，总是潜移默化地影响着我，让我不断地进步。
在中加校园里，我不断的成长蜕变，找到了自己的人生目标。我很庆幸能够来到这里，并且进入六班这个温馨可爱的集体学习。
My name is Zhao Sibei, from class 12-6. When I stepped into SCCSC, I felt that graduation is nowhere in sight. Unconsciously, time has slipped away from the fingertips, and the graduation season is now beckoning me not far away. Recalling the past two and a half years, my classmates and I sang and danced at the festival, planned class newspapers and flea markets, and participated in the running projects that they were least good at during the games, becoming an important member of the school model association. The excitement of campus life is unexpected. Many teachers and classmates who are not familiar with me probably think that I will be a very confident and generous girl. Actually, what I lack most is self-confidence, but the situation is much better now than before.
Before going to high school, I was particularly sceptical, and doubted my ability. Being worried about failure, I was afraid of laugher, so I always tried every means to avoid showing my activities. The most impressive one is that the junior high school homeroom teacher asked me to represent the class to participate in the election of the festival. For a whole week, I was soaked in the piano room for five hours every day. Even if I could play it very smoothly without seeing it, the day before the election, I still got performance anxiety. I took a cold shower, pretended to have a stomachache... I have used all the tricks, but I still can't refuse the performance. On the day of the election, I was on the stage with my uneasiness on the stage, and my heart beat like a drum. In the process of playing the piano, my hand shakes like a sieve, the song bullets are intermittent, and finally fleeing from the scene, this will probably be the stain of my life.
To be honest, when standing in front of the crowd, I still feel nervous and out of breath sometimes, but compared to the past, I have been more relaxed and choose to face up with it. In this regard, the speech session of the language class and the group work presentation of the foreign language class have contributed a lot. Because of these activities, I often have to stand on the platform and share my thoughts and stories with my classmates under the watchful eyes of dozens of eyes. Practiced again and again, I have enhanced my ability to express myself, and I have built self-confidence step by step.
I am also very grateful to the teachers and classmates who have given me confidence and support. Almost every class activity planning, they will give me the opportunity to participate; even if it is not doing well, they never said anything negatively. It was the courage they gave me to show, and I felt that I was not as bad as I thought. There are also enthusiastic classes for foreign teachers, and the confidence and optimism of the roommates. The positive side of all the people around us has always influenced me in a subtle way, and I am constantly improving.
In SCCSC, I have continued to grow, change and find my own life goals. I am very fortunate to be here and become a member of this warm and lovely class.